There's two kinds of masculinity: traditional, upper-class masculinity and low-class peasant masculinity.
Historically the upper classes were comprised of highly sensitive (albeit violent) people. A civilization is a complex system, and it needs a highly sensitive brain that can sense many things.
So upper-class men wore makeup, dresses, read poetry, etc. The lower classes were more simple, crass, and uncivilized -- but would ultimately aspire to the masculinity of the aristocracy. Which is why everyone dressed nicely.
With the rise of the middle class, you got clever peasants running everything. These peasants introduced low-class sensibilities, such as democracy, fairness, capitalism, abolitionism, and yes, the masculinity of the poor. Suddenly it became "gay" to be sensitive or dress nice or like fine things.
So men stopped wearing dresses and started wearing suits. And over time, they have dressed down, lower and lower until now where people wear their pajamas to work.
It's not gay to not want to urinate in front of others. It is sensitive, but there's nothing wrong with it.
Sounds gay ngl.
Why are you ashamed, are you having thoughts?