The first 2 trades on your new account
Make sure you take proper trades with good risk management
Once your down _1%
Anger stirrs to recover
From there you can see that your mind is at rest
Finally you've blower your account on NFP
Something I've noticed about traders including I :
They become extremely disciplined immediately after a loss.
Then three winning trades later, the discipline disappears.
Consistency isn't proving you can follow your rules once.
It's following them when you're confident enough to break them.