i quit. for good.💔 all i see on ct are people claiming to make 6–7 figures every month, but nobody really talks about people like me. i’m 19 and made my first $30k in this space around the time trump launched his token. since then, i’ve managed to rinse through that entire $30k for the past two years, i’ve consistently lost around 5–10 sol every month, money that was supposed to be my allowance for going out and enjoying life. there have even been days when i’ve gone without food because i spent everything gambling on memecoins. every time i load up, i get a little glimpse of what success could look like. whether it’s fumbling a potential $100k, calling 100x plays or making 10+ sol in a single day, i always find a way to give it all back. when i’m down, i revenge trade trying to recover my losses. when i’m up, i get carried away, gamble more and oversize positions on absolute slop. the worst part is that i’ve known these were my problems for over 10 months, yet i’ve done nothing to change my behaviour. that’s why quitting feels like the smartest decision i can make right now. i’ve completely lost my sense of the value of money because of this space. i’ve spent the past two years convincing myself that if i just keep going, stay hungry and never give up, eventually i’ll make it. but sometimes, you need to accept that something isn’t working for you and have the courage to walk away. the whole narrative about never quitting, staying hungry and grinding until you make it is often pushed by people selling courses and making their money off other people’s dreams. in the past three days alone, i’ve lost roughly four times the average monthly salary in Canada, yet somehow, i still struggle to tell myself that enough is enough. i’m not sharing this because i want donations or sympathy. i just wanted to share the perspective of someone who’s spent the past two years trying to make it in this space and ended up losing more than he gained. not everyone on ct is making money. behind all the screenshots, winning trades and six figure claims, there are people quietly losing everything while trying to find their breakthrough. sometimes, knowing when to walk away is also a form of winning. i genuinely hope everyone reading this makes it. ❤️

New month. Fresh start. October is here, and I definitely need to lock in First, pray Ask God for long life and good health. Then get to work A few things I want to achieve this month: → Land a 3–4 figure job/gig → Get a laptop → Rent a place of my own → Celebrate my friend and my sister’s birthdays → Have some fun → And most importantly, be grateful for whatever comes my way September was a lot October, we lock in 🫡 What’s your plan for October?

It’s not easy to loose someone and it will never be easy Me and @Totinho set up to try and raise money for Levi family Help if you can❤️

We finally buried him today. I saw his face one last time. His eyes were closed. Cotton in his nose. We prayed for him, then watched as they buried him under the ground. A part of me is glad because I believe he’s in heaven now. But another part of me is broken because I know I won’t see him again. It’s crazy how life is. One day you’re here. The next, you’re gone. I guess life and death really are inevitable. I love you, my brother. My best friend. Rest well, Levi. 🕊️ You’ll forever be in my heart.

Small update. We’ve raised $280 so far. That’s honestly more than I expected this quickly. From the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone who contributed, liked, or even just left a kind comment. It means a lot.❤️ You guys are special. I’ll keep sharing updates as we go.

I’ve been in direct contact with Levi’s sister and @T_A_K_E_N_1 , who was one of his close friends. We’ve set up a fresh wallet for anyone who wants to give a small help the family. Wallet: 0xF9fbB9fDDcf02f08dfeb60C092111E37D2fdb543 Giving is completely optional. I’ll personally make sure every cent goes to Levi’s family, and I’ll keep posting updates as everything is sent. For once, let’s come together for something that actually matters.

happy Wednesday guys I've been down with the flu and malaria (essentially why I didn't show up for more than 24hrs) got to the hospital, they tried to admit me but I didn't let them I know my health, I'd be up and grinding in a few days what did I miss guys?

We finally buried him today. I saw his face one last time. His eyes were closed. Cotton in his nose. We prayed for him, then watched as they buried him under the ground. A part of me is glad because I believe he’s in heaven now. But another part of me is broken because I know I won’t see him again. It’s crazy how life is. One day you’re here. The next, you’re gone. I guess life and death really are inevitable. I love you, my brother. My best friend. Rest well, Levi. 🕊️ You’ll forever be in my heart.

I lost my friend @Le_vite1 yesterday. I was at home when they called me and told me he was gone. I couldn't believe it until I saw his dad and mom crying. That's when it hit me. This wasn't a dream. This was reality. The last time I saw him was on Sunday. He was so weak and tired, but I kept believing he would be alright. I guess sometimes life tests your faith in ways you never expect. My best friend. My brother. My closest bro. Gone. I cried so much yesterday that I don't even know if I have any tears left. I keep asking myself why? He was only 21. No wife. No kids. No house. No car. So much life still ahead of him. I'm grateful I got to know you. I'm grateful I got to call you my friend. One day, people may stop talking about you, but I'll never forget you. Rest well, bro. You will forever have a place in my heart. 🕊️